Everytime I forget.. Memories come back.

"Crush"

Everytime I feel I've moved on

You find a way to appear

Both in my head or physically

Feelings I still have for something that is lost

You, the one I feel I can't live without

It has been forever

Since we last talked

But one evening, just one smile

Makes me hate reality a bit more

What a girly crush

My head keeps insulting me

Stupid girl, it will never happen...

Hope isn't there to hold my head up high

I should forget the past

To you I must say goodbye

Certain memories to me are hard to forget. A summer "fling" keeps going through my head. So long ago we had hung out mostly everyday. Afterwards we basically stopped talking and tonight we saw each other. Smiles and laughs just make me feel the same as in the past. I need to forget but how is still a mystery. My mystery.

Music =] no where else to put it...

1st

1st blog and boyy do I not know what exactly to write.
How about a poem written by me?? [not very good but oh well, you guys let me know ;) ]

"Hidden"

Beneath the skin I'm different

That's the real me

Full of things that have been bottled up

So no one can see

Darkness was my clothing

Anger was my face

Due to things that were hidden

Beyond any one's embrace

Sadness was my eyes

But that was only disguise

A phase...

Still beneath the skin I'm different

That's where my true colors shine

Nothing bottled up

I say whats on my mind

Brightness is my new clothes

Happiness , my face

Due to things that are open and free

I am not hidden

No longer a gray cloud in a blue sky

I've changed

Let me know how it is... more tomorrow... maybe =]